So, I’ve been waiting and waiting for this baby to come out. It isn’t actually due until Friday, the 4th (LABOR day weekend, of course!), but I just knew this one would arrive early. I told everyone that I was feeling August 23rd, which also happened to be the day of Christopher’s first Sprint Triathlon. I even dreamt that he wasn’t able to take me to the hospital, forcing me to take a taxi on the big day. I was so sure the baby would be early that I refused to really plan anything because I just knew I’d have to cancel because of the baby. I HATE to cancel plans. I may be terrible about making plans to do things with friends, but it’s because when I do commit, I’ll make it a point to be there under any circumstance. I’m okay with being late, but I feel immense guilt when I cancel. For some reason, I have this idea that other people are really counting on me to be there and perform some sort of essential function–maybe I should just get over myself.
Anyway, all of this anticipation and waiting had me pretty bummed, and cranky, until I finally decided to stop thinking about it and just go on with a “normal” life as a very pregnant woman. Despite the discomfort, I am much more relaxed and pleasant to be around now. Sarah says the baby will come out on Wednesday, in the afternoon. Since that’s tomorrow, and I still haven’t started any part of labor, I highly doubt the accuracy of her prediction, but it is possible. I’m just going with the flow, though. Honestly, I still haven’t finished packing my bag for the hospital, but I have started–and I have the checklist to stress out about as I’m having those first contractions!
Although I haven’t made any social plans this week, I have made some ambitious business plans: to learn more about internet marketing using websites, squeeze pages, and blogs, and to actually IMPLEMENT what I learn. As you can see, I’ve already made quite a bit of progress improving my blog site (with a TON of help from Pat, my uncle-in-law, a tech genius), but I know I still have a lot to do. Please offer your suggestions in the comments area below.
I know it’s been a while since I posted anything, and this information is not particularly useful, but I wanted to share it with you. Actually, I’m really excited about my new blog site–I think I’m more anxious to read your thoughts about it! Please be honest, even if it’s brutal. I value your opinion and know I can learn from it.
Thanks, and stay tuned!